Snow White

Snow White

Found myself caught in the headlights

Surrendering logic and reason

So long as you are near

So long as you are here

Starting the ignition

Searching for permission

Just to fulfil this mission

You’re perfect in imperfect ways

In ways I cannot explain

You’re the antidote to everything I held in vain

Through silence and stillness

Here I remain immersed

Snow White

Standing board and tall

From the strength of shoulders down to the tips of your toes

Why did I have to see it all

The black ink crafted into a shining sun

Eyes like the darkest of nights filled with soulful stars

Wait to the age of cliche, where I am Venus and you are Mars

To say I wish I could stay or find some words to say, or have you approach once more

Instead only memories remain, unconditional and forevermore

The potential was there to be a thing to adore

It’s becoming too obvious

Snow White

Standing board and tall

What would be given to follow your path, to bare your joys and your wrath, the sadness and any pain

To endure it all

Your strength and mystery

All things I wish I could know

Snow White

Tonight I saw a sight so clear

Never before and yet I stood tall

Trying to figure out where you came from and why you continue to linger on

In my mind, always nearby

Until you leave and I am left wondering why, I still cannot get you out of my mind

Snow White

The conductor of this peaceful storm

Board shoulders and dark hair

The trace of a black design resembling the sun’s shine

Perfect in Imperfect ways

Whether dressed in navy and black, head inclined and eyes locked on a screen

Or else lost in thought and reminiscing

Why is it always you I end up missing

Snow White

You’re an unforgettable sight

And thought the moments are long gone, never to become anything more

Still I wish in silence

We could become more

As you once mentioned

That left a curious heart on the floor

Snow White

You’re a delight

A perfect imperfection

Taking breath away even with a single glance in a particular direction.


I wish

I wish

I wish hear your voice once more even if it’s just to say hello

I wish to learn from you and the ways that helped you grow

I wish know your thoughts and impressions of the world today

I wish to just be in your company, granted just having you around would be good enough for me

It’s the simplest of things but the hardest, too

How many months have go by, and try as I might, you’re still lingering by

Like a ghost going to and fro, passing by quietly whilst I forget and get lost

I wish to just be in your eyes

I wish I could remove you from my mind, though in truth that would be a lie

I wish I didn’t like you lingering there

I wish I wasn’t so taken by your quizzical expression and dark hair

I wish I could understand why things are this way, time after time, always ending up on the same line, neither afraid or brave enough to take action or do things to make a change

I wish I could just go my own way without being influenced by your ways

I wish just to be numb because in all honesty I am looking for no one

I wish my heart wouldn’t skip

I wish my head wouldn’t spin

I wish I was stronger than to linger on to a ghost that you have now become

I wish I didn’t miss you as I do

I wish I could have had more time with you

I wish I could have been there

I wish there was a single way just to communicate and let each other know it’s okay

I wish I didn’t feel this way

I wish to go back to the very first days when you were but a beautiful stranger that took me by surprise and lead me on to the right way.

Exquisite Influence

Let me breath

The unexpected moments that steal away time, frozen, precious and divine

Tell me how this is to be

The jewel that came to be.

A strange mystery I cannot unseen

This exquisite influence to have over me

From a far like the moon alight in the blackest of skies, illuminated by unseen sunlight

Try as I might it’s fruitless to abandon this dream though never to be

The happiness it brings is worth a thousand fleeting moments of you and me.

Silent and unseen

Just let me breath

Let me deceived in this daydream of make believe

Tell me how it is meant to be

That the unexpected moments arise solely to steal the scene

Today was like a dream

This exquisite influence you have over me

From a far as always like the moon and stars bringing beauty to the darkness of a cold night

So long and rest well

You did far more than well in the silent unseen daydream where you always reign as the king

The jewel that came to be the final piece in a crown

Just let me breath

Until the very end, lost in the rarest of moments where reality feels like a dream and you are all that my eyes can see

What have I become

Lost at sea

Just let me breath

Whether you’re next to me or lingering with quizzical eyes of curiosity

Tell me, how do I forget your face

That makes everything feel displaced

Yet of no bother or trouble at all

Lost count the number of times I have dropped things on the floor

Through learning and becoming a better version of me

A thing that was once impossible to believe

Improving and excelling through silent kindness and care

Thus exquisite influence you have over me

Just let me breath

As I linger here in this unknown land

Your face is the only source of familiarity

Your presence a comfort of sublime mystery

Lost at sea

This exquisite influence you have over me

My mentor and teacher in more ways than one

You were everything I didn’t know I was looking for

How quizzical such things come to be

This exquisite influence you have over me

Lost at sea

But I’m glad it’s because of this exquisite influence you have over me.


Out of the blue

As I was lost in serenity

A sudden feeling came over me

And brought me back to reality

Eyes opened slowly, completely unawares,

Then from the corner of the eye did I spy you

Lying next to me, eyes closed, lost in serenity too

Never knew such a thing was real nor do I understand its meaning

The wave is pleasant enough

The more I see of you

Out of the blue

There is comfort and peace, a sense of home and tranquility

My brain is betraying me even before I saw you

Just the sense or lingering hint, no sound was made or gestures created

The serenity was there and lingered just for you

Out of the blue

Now I am at a point of not knowing what to do

And yet at the same time there is nothing to do

Let it be and enjoy the serenity that comes from being beside you

Or hearing your voice, but in silence the sentiments are the same

The more I see of you

Or catch a hunch that you are nearby

Appearing out of the blue

Never had I felt more at peace then when lying next to you

Such a possibility is a rarity of a thing

All is tranquil and calm

Out of the blue without any alarm

Silent gratitude given for there is harmony and hope

Even in the briefest moments

You were there

Time after time

Time after time

Moment after moment

Always caught off guard

Always questioning the surprise

And somehow I get lost in your eyes

This could be the start of a demise

Time stands still yet goes on in the background

The sentiments profound

In a crowded place littered with so many faces you saw mine

Not when I was right in front of you, head inclined in the pretence of a distraction

It wasn’t suppose to be like this

Now I’m left astonished at our interactions

Time after time

The number of times seeing you this week

Five in total and still you are there

How long will this be

I didn’t see this coming but now the mind won’t let it be

Even just to see

Lost in analysation

Continuously throwing questions in the air and fate brings the answer in the most unexpected of fashions.

Time after time

It’s a rare thing but common in history

How did we get to this point

Even in the briefest moments of a conversation

It lingers for days after until the next possible situation.

Time after time

I blame the embrace

I blame the sincere look upon your face

I blame the head and heart misbehaving so

Leaving it up to fate and time after time left surprise

Nothing lasts forever it is true, but the thought of it just inspires all the colors blue

Time after time

Lost in my mind and the look in your eyes

From across a crowded room

Always out of the blue

Once a beautiful stranger

Now suddenly I feel in danger

Thoughts and feelings leading the away

This week has been a wonder

And I’m grateful regardless of what will happen next

Unexpected and perfect, the best possible way.

A game of chess

A game of chess

Your move then mine, on repeat, round and round, constantly racing through the mind.

A game of chess

Cannot write for the words do not come

First time in a while I have been struck dumb

What is it to be

Between the you and the me

Four days in a row, still we come and go by each other

Smiles and compliments unexpected but catching the heart unaware

It’s been several hours yet the memory is on repeat

What needs to be done in this back and forth

Is it my turn after yours

A game of chess

Shouldn’t one of us at least confess?

In silent and thoughts

What is truly there

The need to hurry and reveal all

But the heart commands the head

A game of chess is lost

Should I retire instead

What if it is temporary and I never see thee again

What if hours and shifts change

Should be at a loss and whence it ends

A game of chess

Perhaps some advice is needed here

For each moment is unexpected yet the need for adventure and excitement laced fears

A game of chess

Time to confess?

Or let it be and lose out on what could have been.

Silent and unseen

Help kindly come to me

Caught off guard

Caught off guard

You were present after such a long absence

A heart returned from whence it was banished away

Why now must you come back and play

Watch as time goes by and I remain lost once again in this endless sway

Your song keeps playing on and on

And I ask myself what on Earth is wrong

Caught off guard

I saw again a moment of humanity

It’s rare in beauty

So much so that even a minute of time to keep you insight and beside

Different and the same

Lost the ability to feel distain when you’re nearby

Caught off guard

Out of sight and mind

Dressed in navy, black and white

Been so long since I saw such a sight

Like the moon surrounded by scattered stars

You are the Venus and the Mars

All is is fair in love and war

Silently going by with brief mentions of adoration

I have lost the ability for preparation

Caught of guard

You’re a walking devastation

Lost the rhyme and the routine

Around every corner you linger by

A gaze elsewhere until mine is averted and there you return to stare

Caught off guard

Lost the new route and found the old path

Now I’m sitting in the winter of our discontent, even Shakespeare would be on the warpath

Caught off guard

You’re a walking distraction of perfect satisfaction

Learn your language in secret

There must be more to life than this anguish

Out of sight and out of mind, refined and defined

Nothing needs to be sacrificed when one and one combine into two

Keep on appearing and disappearing

In the end the two will become one

And in the end when all is said and done

Love will remain the heart and soul of a number one.

Caught off guard