I wish

I wish

I wish hear your voice once more even if it’s just to say hello

I wish to learn from you and the ways that helped you grow

I wish know your thoughts and impressions of the world today

I wish to just be in your company, granted just having you around would be good enough for me

It’s the simplest of things but the hardest, too

How many months have go by, and try as I might, you’re still lingering by

Like a ghost going to and fro, passing by quietly whilst I forget and get lost

I wish to just be in your eyes

I wish I could remove you from my mind, though in truth that would be a lie

I wish I didn’t like you lingering there

I wish I wasn’t so taken by your quizzical expression and dark hair

I wish I could understand why things are this way, time after time, always ending up on the same line, neither afraid or brave enough to take action or do things to make a change

I wish I could just go my own way without being influenced by your ways

I wish just to be numb because in all honesty I am looking for no one

I wish my heart wouldn’t skip

I wish my head wouldn’t spin

I wish I was stronger than to linger on to a ghost that you have now become

I wish I didn’t miss you as I do

I wish I could have had more time with you

I wish I could have been there

I wish there was a single way just to communicate and let each other know it’s okay

I wish I didn’t feel this way

I wish to go back to the very first days when you were but a beautiful stranger that took me by surprise and lead me on to the right way.



Out of the blue

As I was lost in serenity

A sudden feeling came over me

And brought me back to reality

Eyes opened slowly, completely unawares,

Then from the corner of the eye did I spy you

Lying next to me, eyes closed, lost in serenity too

Never knew such a thing was real nor do I understand its meaning

The wave is pleasant enough

The more I see of you

Out of the blue

There is comfort and peace, a sense of home and tranquility

My brain is betraying me even before I saw you

Just the sense or lingering hint, no sound was made or gestures created

The serenity was there and lingered just for you

Out of the blue

Now I am at a point of not knowing what to do

And yet at the same time there is nothing to do

Let it be and enjoy the serenity that comes from being beside you

Or hearing your voice, but in silence the sentiments are the same

The more I see of you

Or catch a hunch that you are nearby

Appearing out of the blue

Never had I felt more at peace then when lying next to you

Such a possibility is a rarity of a thing

All is tranquil and calm

Out of the blue without any alarm

Silent gratitude given for there is harmony and hope

Even in the briefest moments

You were there

Time after time

Time after time

Moment after moment

Always caught off guard

Always questioning the surprise

And somehow I get lost in your eyes

This could be the start of a demise

Time stands still yet goes on in the background

The sentiments profound

In a crowded place littered with so many faces you saw mine

Not when I was right in front of you, head inclined in the pretence of a distraction

It wasn’t suppose to be like this

Now I’m left astonished at our interactions

Time after time

The number of times seeing you this week

Five in total and still you are there

How long will this be

I didn’t see this coming but now the mind won’t let it be

Even just to see

Lost in analysation

Continuously throwing questions in the air and fate brings the answer in the most unexpected of fashions.

Time after time

It’s a rare thing but common in history

How did we get to this point

Even in the briefest moments of a conversation

It lingers for days after until the next possible situation.

Time after time

I blame the embrace

I blame the sincere look upon your face

I blame the head and heart misbehaving so

Leaving it up to fate and time after time left surprise

Nothing lasts forever it is true, but the thought of it just inspires all the colors blue

Time after time

Lost in my mind and the look in your eyes

From across a crowded room

Always out of the blue

Once a beautiful stranger

Now suddenly I feel in danger

Thoughts and feelings leading the away

This week has been a wonder

And I’m grateful regardless of what will happen next

Unexpected and perfect, the best possible way.


Golden like a sunrise

Golden like the moment in time when you arise

Golden like the silence that lingers, peaceful and serene

From the light that reflecting off the shine of darkened crown of wavy hair

To the secret smile hidden and modest but still a thing of beauty to be seen

Golden is the time when you linger by

Even for a moment as we pass each other by

Rise and fall

Forgot how to breath

Now sitting on the floor

With head inclined

So much on his mind

Tis enough to sit quietly beside

Despite the distraction and diversions

The sole source remains only one

Who comes and go without a sound

Mysterious and calm

Golden like a sunrise

And a beautiful as star filled sky when the moon shines bright

Two worlds collide and stand amidst a golden silence of a compromise

Under the influence

Lost in daydreams where you reign supreme, on a golden throne

You are king

Never to be forgotten

This path that you crafted with care

It matters most if you are there

Golden as the silence

Golden as the precious moments when we can be side by side

Eye to eye

Golden as the sunrise

Lost again in the darkness of your eyes.


Caught off guard

Caught off guard

You were present after such a long absence

A heart returned from whence it was banished away

Why now must you come back and play

Watch as time goes by and I remain lost once again in this endless sway

Your song keeps playing on and on

And I ask myself what on Earth is wrong

Caught off guard

I saw again a moment of humanity

It’s rare in beauty

So much so that even a minute of time to keep you insight and beside

Different and the same

Lost the ability to feel distain when you’re nearby

Caught off guard

Out of sight and mind

Dressed in navy, black and white

Been so long since I saw such a sight

Like the moon surrounded by scattered stars

You are the Venus and the Mars

All is is fair in love and war

Silently going by with brief mentions of adoration

I have lost the ability for preparation

Caught of guard

You’re a walking devastation

Lost the rhyme and the routine

Around every corner you linger by

A gaze elsewhere until mine is averted and there you return to stare

Caught off guard

Lost the new route and found the old path

Now I’m sitting in the winter of our discontent, even Shakespeare would be on the warpath

Caught off guard

You’re a walking distraction of perfect satisfaction

Learn your language in secret

There must be more to life than this anguish

Out of sight and out of mind, refined and defined

Nothing needs to be sacrificed when one and one combine into two

Keep on appearing and disappearing

In the end the two will become one

And in the end when all is said and done

Love will remain the heart and soul of a number one.

Caught off guard



It started silently until it grew

The melody piercing and distinct

How the thoughts and feelings are in sync

In the absence your presence is greater

The heart races and breath is laboured

Such mysterious behaviour to either be savoured or cause for concern


Sliding down the wall

Ended up on the floor

You presence made gravity vanish then return, bringing everything to the floor.


The expectations were non existent

Only to make an unprecedented return

As you stroll and command

Scattered thoughts are chasing fragments without concern

You stand at the centre of the stage

Kindly give me a route to disengage

The courage to surrender and devote the limited time I have to promote and achieve.

Could this circumstance be the truth pathway to where we are meant to be


Past the point of serenity

The clouds linger with the sun

You turned away

Lost in finding the path

Locked away on with a screen illuminating your gaze

Always surprised

Eyes shining in wonder and confusion

But you continue to carve a path

One so unexpected and unintended


Such was the density of our predicament

The domino effect was instant and perfect

Not a chance given to reject

And now we linger on in different worlds

A new language being learnt

Lesson after lesson, could well end up as a profession

At fate’s discretion


You created a legacy that is beyond belief of perfection

An accidental introduction

Through different paths are woven and set

You remain the one to make the imperfect perfect

Enough to reflect you true beauty, silent though it may be

Regardless of the time, situation, or location

One thing shall remain and always be

The single vacancy reserved solely for you

As you approach dressed in your dark navy and blue

Commanding the questions and the fate behind you



Silhouette Lest we forget

Riddled in thoughts 

Sent away

Far away

You are so unusual that I cannot look away.

Unpredictable in every way

Though I search and seek for a sign of your presence today

Lost again 

In wonder and questions

Why is it to you that the heart beckons

Even for the smallest of seconds

Dancing in the dark 

I got carried away 

Lost in the expectation of your display 

Coming along just for today 

You are a domino that stood tall

I ended up being the first to fall

Perfection is rare 

But it’s written in your stare 

Silent and discreet 

Filling a heart with concrete 

Always in the darkest of colors

Yet brighting some form of blinding light

Look away I say but my head is elsewhere

Just as yours is whenever we walk each other’s way. 

Lest we forget

The irony in the absence of time when you are present

Captivated by the view 

No denying 

Dropped all reason 

Only for you to stoop low and retrieve it in silence

Incline your head, even the respectfulness fuels a rebellion of recklessness


In tears over the perfection of your own reflection 

Conjuring so many questions

Dancing in silence 

Gazing and praising till the senses are left in a gaze 

The existence of time is absent in your presence 

Better I return from whence I came 

Add fuel to the fire 

Even in your darkest attire you bring the brightest blinding light 

Oh what a sight of a silhouette 

Just one more to prevent regret

You’re locked safely in memory 

Making the ground sway and spin

Going to end up giving in 

Walking straight into the darkness of your light 

Silhouette, silhouette

Better to risk it all than live in regret 

Haunted by the shadow of your silhouette.